Y’know how when you enter college, your shyness with girls eventually just fades away? Not everybody knows the feeling of that kind of change of scenery, but I came from an all-boys school, so suddenly finding myself in a co-ed environment, I had to adapt. It wasn’t difficult. It was just a matter of proximity. You hang out with girls often enough, initial inhibitions just start to seem really petty and worthless.
Which brings me to my next point: you. You’re the only girl I get nervous around now. I can’t really put my finger on it. I’ve had the privilege of having a conversation with you a couple of times before, but otherwise, approaching you and initiating small talk makes me uncomfortable. But not in a “I have a crush on you” sort of way. More like a “I have immense respect for you and who I am as a person cannot even begin to hold a candle to your being” sort of way. And I find that strange, because I’m (grateful to be) friends with people who are way more talented than you, and certainly way more talented than me, no offense to you.
Not sure if you’re even following me on this tumblr. Haha. Okay, let me wrap up this post.
I know we’re not that close, and you may have friendzoned me from the get-go, but just so you know, I think you’re really cool and super talented. Whether you wanna hang out or not is up to you. I don’t wanna be imposing.
